Where to begin telling the story of my existence. It`s been so long since I`ve heard my Mortal name that I have almost forgotten what it was as I became Ravenous once I was sired. My Sire and Love Redemption had given me my new name of "Ravvenous NeDorit". A name I came to love as dearly as I loved him. My mortal and birth name was Krysa Tremere but once i was sired i had shed my mortal name and became what I am now. I Was Born January 27, 666.

 

I have naturally gray colored eyes, that change with my moods. I also have mid back near waist length brownish black hair that is naturally very curly. I also stand a mere 5ft 7in. in height. I`m very slender in my built. Though I may wear classy silken dresses I am a natural tom boy at heart and can have a wild side when the mood strikes me.

 

Though most of the details of my mortal life are all but a blur to me now as it has been so very long since i have thought back to those times. I do remember that i had grown tired of living the mundane live i was stuck living. I was just barely 28 years old (though i looked younger than 18 in age)when I crossed paths with a Vampyre named Redemption. The attraction to him was instant at first i wasn`t sure why but when I realized what he was i didn`t pull away i became that much more drawn to him. He offered me the gift of Immortality and I gladly took it without a second thought.

 

I had soon became inseparable from him as not only was i his in every way but i became his woman, his love, his prodigy, his submissive as well which made several furious that i had such a high rank within his coven, but i could careless who it pissed off. I had came to love the new life which included the love he gave me that he had offered me as well.

 

He was my whole existence and my one purpose was to please him and ensure that i gave him everything he wanted and needed from me regardless what he asked of me. I had become quite the sexual creature in nature whether it was with men or women i thoroughly enjoyed the company of both. I however enjoyed the taste of blood but as the sexual creature i was to become i revealed in the sexual energy of those i would feed from. I am also Empathetic as well though a very select few know this about me.

 

I was also given a old skeleton key that Redemption told me had belonged to his father long ago. He told me he was giving it to me to show how important I was to him and for me to Always cherish it, and I have. I always wear it tucked beneath my clothing. I am however not sure what the key once went to or why Risen has to do with the history of the key either. I am almost certain that Risen was just lying to me about claiming to know the history of the key around my neck. However due to of the rift of the status i had at being at Redemption`s side within his Coven, many were not pleased that he had chosen me and we soon left his own Coven when they refused to except me. We became hunted by his own Coven once we left.

 

As the long years passed i had continued to remain loyally by his side. We moved around when it was needed due to the relentless nature of one in his Coven that swore she`d never except that he had chosen me over her. In one area that we had moved to at one point there was a local Indian tribe there had given me the name of "U-we-tsi Gi-gv" (it`s Cherokee and translated to English means "Child of Blood") Surprisingly enough the Indian tribe was not scared of us and they protected us from the relentless pursuit on those that hunted us. We stayed as long as we could in the safe haven they provided us before it was time to move on.

 

I fear I shall never find him again. I am always missing Redemption and I wish I knew if he was still around or not. I am Lost without him. My thoughts never stray far from thinking about Redemption and missing him so dearly. I wish he was here with me now to fold me into his loving embrace, to hear those lovely words he always spoken when telling me what i meant to him. When i really start yo miss him i just think of these words i heard him once spoken about me and it makes a smile cross my lips. "My woman is My love, My submissive, My world" When i think of those words it makes me think of a poem that I had once written for Redemption.

 

We became separated not long after we had left from living with the Indian tribe and i have been ever searching for him.

 

However since i have been roaming on my own I have been pursued by a few and have had three horrible marriages that have last only a matter of days and all have ended in such bitter divorces. I was for sure things would have been looking up for me however i was sadly mistaken.

 

However since the bitter betrayal I have endured I have gone through a very drastic change and have become quite the seductress now. As well as to become withdrawn from everybody and everything except to one man. And those in SA can quite frankly kiss my arse now that i see there true colors as they have no honor nor do they have any of my respect any longer as i have learned what a two faced coven they truly are and am very relieved to be free of them.

 

Now even though I was married to Mr. Death(70268) once, which that marriage failed due to his excessive nature of being extremely possessive over me. He was also verbally abusive towards me. I`m now sure it would have only been a matter of time before that verbal abuse had turned physical next.

 

I had also married Louis King(177831) twice and both those marriages had failed due to somebody who was a very petty and jealous person that is Mirabella (95136). But they also failed due to the fact that Louis was using me to make Mirabella jealous due to the fact that she is married to another man. I had thought of him as a close friend of mine until I decided that I can do without him in my life considering the more I think about it the more I can see and sense that he was and still is playing games and never really wanted my friendship, so I don`t need or want his or Mirabella`s kind in my life. He indeed used me and took advantage of me. Never again.

 

I am done with the whole serious relationship thing. I am a free Submissive that is enjoying the flirts and chases of those I catch the attention of. I am a Seductress and a Flirt at heart. I also say what I think and feel and if you can`t handle that then I`m not the type of person you want to be around. I enjoy flirting and teasing the Men and smiling sweetly as there women get green eyes at my charms to steal the hearts of there men away or there women away. I enjoy the company of both. I am quite content with having the occasional companion without being tied down. If i was to ever change my mind then I will. Until then I`m enjoying my undead life at it`s fullest. However even if I was to remarry again I would never be tied down to just one person, it`s not in my nature. I have my Love Acid and whoever chooses to be apart of my lifestyle needs to understand this and accept this about me. Though over the years I have picked up the nickname of "Rav" which is what I go by very few even get away with knowing or calling me by my mortal name.

 

"2009-06-30 04:38:37 - Damion Morelli(103087) has proposed to you."

 

Though I have just recently become married to Damion Morelli he knew ahead of time who I am and what type of person I am and he has openly accepted me for these things. That is just one of the qualities I enjoy about him. He doesn`t try to control me and I would surely never try to control him. He is also not possessive over me at all and he has never been abusive in any way towards me. He has also never played games with my heart or head either. We just enjoy the time we have together and take things as they go. He is the most wonderful and caring man I have ever met and I am the luckiest woman alive to have him and I am the richest woman alive to be his wife. I am proud to be his wife. Love you always Damion my love. Though times of late have been interesting to say the least now that I am being stalked by my beloved husband`s psychotic ex-wife ampzone(96150), she obviously can`t handle that she has lost such a wonderful man to a woman that knows how to take care of her man and treat him like a king. She really needs to face that her attempts are feeble and a total waste of time and to go stalk somebody else.